Date: 4/16/2008

DESIRE


I wanted it so bad. I needed it. No matter what I try I cant have it. I'v never wanted anything so bad in my life, so much so that it became an obsession, so much so that it changed me. So much much so that I hate it for what not having it has done to me, how and I hate myself for not having it, and how I cant sleep at night thinking about it, and how nobody understands.. this thing I cant have - this thing everybody else has. If ever I do get it I will have built up too much bitterness to ever respect it, or understand its true worth. And so I won't ever forget you.


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